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When hyung smiles
domingo, 4 de noviembre de 2012 18:58 0 comments 
Chanyeol/Tao
EXO
When hyung
smiles, a heat wave makes my heart beat quicker. As his arms wrap around my
waist in a tight, very comforting way, my breath becomes so shallow that
sometimes I think I will not be able to breathe anymore.
Sometimes
I think he hates me. That he is doing it on purpose, trying to secretly kill me
with his dreamlike actions for some reason I’ll never be able to know or
understand. At that times, my heartbeats become too slow and quiet; so low and
quiet, at that times, I begin to think he is succeeding with that evil plan of
killing me, slowly and painfully… but when the vicious circle starts again the
next day, I find a place in my mind that’s going crazy because of the
overwhelming and odd feeling of having nothing again; no reason that could be
blamed because of how I feel around hyung.
And
then, after a long day fighting against my own mind, I’m grinning at him once
and twice, actually endlessly, while he is saying something I can barely hear.
There’s
a time of the day when I find myself staring at him in a long period of time,
and I can feel the familiar heat wave clinging to my cheeks, causing them to
turn a light shade of pink when I notice that he is staring back at me, even
smiling –imperfectly beautiful– wide as always.
But this
time I can’t return the gesture as I normally do, because something inside of
me is screaming that maybe I’m just about to explode -not literally- because of
his perfectly imperfect smile if I move just one more inch. Also, that
‘something’ is telling me the answer I’ve been searching for so long.
I love him. I love Chanyeol-hyung.
My
breathing becomes difficult and my eyes are widening so much that even
SuHo-hyung (who was by my side all this time) asks me with concern in his voice
if I’m okay.
“Yes,
hyung” I say, although my mind doesn’t seems to agree.
It has
been a week since that day happened and I still can’t look at hyung’s eyes.
I
thought he wasn’t aware of cloud of awkwardness above me all this week, but I
was wrong. Like, very, very wrong.
So when
his arms were wrapping my waist again after a week even avoiding his stares, I
couldn’t move. I couldn’t even breathe anymore.
“Stop
it,” he said, nuzzling against the sensitive skin of my neck, causing the heat
wave in my cheeks to spread throughout my body. “Stop avoiding me, Tao,” his
soft, yet deep voice tickling my right ear while my eyes were slightly closed.
“It’s hurting me. And you; to both of us, so please, stop it” He whispers,
leaving a soft kiss on my neck, where he was nuzzling before, making me sigh
calmly. Letting my mind melt, just like my body between his arms.
Of course, I think, while clinging at the back of his
shirt. I slightly nodded, whispering in response without wanting to break our tight
hug. “Only if you promise to kiss me again”
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